Your Neighborhood Murderer

Mary Conley

Powell allegedly told police: "I couldn't hit her as hard as I wanted, and it was pissing me off." (Register-Guard, 4/19/06)

Today's Register-Guard tells the tragic story of Margaret Larsen's last night alive. Alone in the house with a (now obviously) troubled teenager who had no place else to live, she was subjected to an all-night beating, her hands tied behind her back with duct tape and rope, and something in her mouth to stifle her screams. The murder of this 67 year old Good Samaritan is sending ripples throughout the neighborhood - and beyond - like any murder does. But you can't ignore it this close to home.

Murder's an issue that's important to me. Thirteen years ago next month, one of my best friends was brutally murdered by his sister's boyfriend. Like Margaret Larsen, he was trying to do something good (get his sister to kick the guy out because he was trouble) and was rewarded with an ugly death. Twice today people have said to me, "No good deed goes unpunished," and I hate to think that's true.

We don't have that many murders here in Eugene, so each one seems to carry more weight in the community. In a way, that's a good thing. As a culture, we've become inured to death and murder. The more gruesome the episode of CSI or the latest serial killer movie, the better - especially if you're a teenage boy. I wonder about the quote at the top of this post - why couldn't he hit her as hard as he wanted? What level of pounding would have released his anger? And the question that surely goes through neighbors' minds today - was there anything anyone could have done to have seen this coming or stopped it?

That's the thing about murder - it never affects just the people involved in the incident. The story haunts the minds of anyone even remotely related to it. The experience changes you. I have friends who live in that block and the tragedy is now a part of their lives in ways they may not even fully realize yet. They've lost their murder virginity. They've unintentionally become part of a group (as one existed in my hometown) called Survivors of Homicide. It's a group nobody wants to join.

What makes me crazy about murder in America is that nobody sees it as an issue. Nobody thinks there's anything we can do about it. In our biggest cities, gangs rule with fear, having long ago trained neighborhoods to shut up and not help police solve local murders. People have been killing each other since caveman times, so why try to find a solution? Is it that murder is the end game of so many social problems (poverty, drug abuse, neglect, lack of education or hope...) that it's just too big to address?

And what about the larger issues left behind by murder? How many people are wounded psychologically, emotionally, and economically by the murder of a loved one? How far do the ripples reach every time one of us kills another?

I never met Ms. Larsen. I know some of her neighbors. I walk my dog in her neighborhood. That's our only connection. But today, the ripples of her murder are rolling over me and lots of other people in town. My sadness and this column are the only things I can give her now.

  • jradmacher (unverified)
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    The local news does a great job of laying out, in great detail, every crime that the reporters and their cameras can get to. They can't get enough of it ... going for a local "Cops" or "America's Most Wanted" all the time. While crime exists, and certainly is devastating for many people, I don't think it's some sleeper issue that needs to be brought into the open. To the contrary, I think a lot of people start to live in fear of crimes that, from a statistical standpoint, are not likely to happen to them. In my view, as a society we should devote significant resources both to the prevention of crime, and to helping victims through the pain caused by crime; but we shouldn't waste any more breath or ink spreading sensational (terrible word in context, I know) crime stories.

  • Ben Dover (unverified)
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    I like crime stories.

    Being forewarned is forearmed! Literally!

  • Mary (unverified)
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    Yeah, but I'm not talking about crime in general. I'm talking about the specific act of murder. I agree with you wholeheartedly about addressing the causes of crime and the after effects, but I still think we as a society would be well served by looking at what makes us kill each other. Mental illness, poverty, anger, the pressures of our lives, drug abuse, whatever -- by using murder as the starting point, we can back out and really work on finding solutions to the source of so many problems. That's what I'm trying to say.

    Re: fear - I don't think people (the ones I personally know anyway) worry that much about personal crime. And I do count on good reporters like Sue Palmer to find out the facts for me. Knowing that a murder like this took place in my community wakes me up to the fact I need to get cracking and trying to do what I can to help. That's a benefit to responsible reporting, I think. Just my two cents - and I appreciate the comments. Thanks. It's an important issue.

  • NNW (unverified)
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    This should be on a Fox News post.

  • JustaDog (unverified)
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    Actually, conservatives see it as a big issue - especially when liberal judges give light sentences, and liberal efforts go full-force to keep such murderers from getting the death penalty.

    You have in society that which you have wished for - sad, huh?

  • KittyJ (unverified)
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    I read Mary's post, and then when I read the comments ahead of mine, I went back and read it again, trying to see if there were something I could possibly have missed that would make her post either (1) a "liberal" vs. "conservative" matter, (2) a discussion of whether people are afraid of being a crime victim, or (3) a question of sensationalist "journalism" (which I will readily admit exists; it's one reason I no longer own a television.)

    The issues I saw Mary raising are much deeper than any of these. They have to do with the value of human life; the effects of living in this incredibly complex, crowded, and stressful world; and the extent to which we need to be willing to look at those effects and deal with them.

    Mary wrote: And what about the larger issues left behind by murder? How many people are wounded psychologically, emotionally, and economically by the murder of a loved one? How far do the ripples reach every time one of us kills another?

    I read Mary's post as a thoughtful and heartfelt invitation to step out of the prevailing paradigm, which revolves around tinkering with the criminal justice system and the proper role of the judiciary. With all due respect to my fellow commenters, what I've seen so far here are some pretty superficial responses to very deep questions. Actually, not even superficial, but more like, "I don't want to look at it, I don't want to deal with it." Which kind of illustrates one of the points of Mary's column.

  • Mary (unverified)
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    Thanks, Kitty. I was wondering if my communications skills had failed me. I'm sorry in this instance that this kid found his solution to homelessness through murder, ie, he now has a place to live for the rest of his life. My hope is that, if we could deal with the issues that lead to murder beforehand, we could end the cruel cycle of misery that murder sets in motion. To my mind, that's not a Fox News way of thinking. I actually thought it was kind of "progressive," but the comments do illustrate how hard it is to think of the issue this way. I guess I am asking for a paradigm shift, which could just be wishful thinking.

  • Buckman Res (unverified)
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    “Her hands had been pulled up behind her head and police believed that both of her shoulders were either broken or dislocated.”

    Sorry if I upset anyone but sometimes reality can be just a little discomforting.

    Being a progressive (or conservative) doesn’t mean being devoid of empathy for a woman who died a horrible death she didn’t deserve. To quote statistical possibilities concerning the chances of this happening to any individual profoundly misses the point to a degree that is stunning.

    I am far less concerned with the root causes of such a violent act than insuring the perpetrator never gets a chance to repeat the offense, or anything close to it, again. This case is a prime candidate for the death penalty or, at a minimum, life in prison without parole. Anything less would only serve to devalue Ms. Larsen’s humanity and jeopardize safety in society.

    Thanks Mary for bringing this to our attention.

  • DAN GRADY (unverified)
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    I made a post regarding Karen Minnis addressed "Hey Gresham Voters;" that made a wonkette point out that the small town voters weren't interested in being lumped in with Gresham, which I took to mean they don't have a Rockwood Neighborhood to be ashamed of.

    The gang era that evolved like a social alarm clock out of the crack epidemic of the 80's created a national backlash in the form of urban renewal. This created neighborhoods that were diverse economically to finely groomed upper-middle class developments that just pushed the problems into suburban neighborhoods that were becoming de-populated by parents whom raised their children, and want to be closer to the city and services they provide.

    What resulted were suburbia becoming our slums, and a tax base that moved away, or became old and dependant on government services. Gresham is a microcosm of a suburban ghetto that seems easy to ignore because of surrounding towns that have made them priced out of the problem. They don't mind the police being overwhelmed in Rockwood, because they don't have to live with, or even see the results. These issues are not issues until they're on your door step.

    Well when you voters answer the door on April 29th, 2006 to a canvasser for the Democratic Candidate for Karen Minnis's seat in the House, remember the next election maybe too late to prevent that knock being a house invasion. The problem doesn’t go away by urban renewal of an old neighborhood for people whom can't afford the renewal. We need a government that promotes a balance of urban development which includes responsible and balanced policing, schools, and public services.

    People in your city need to know that those services are as available to the apartment dwellers as it is to there absentee landlord from West Linn. The consequences are what we are experiencing now in the increase of grandparents raising children in over crowded homes of children raising children with little hope of an economic future other than the fast food industry.

    Poverty, desperation, and a sense of futility seen in the young men and women coming from these circumstances are the drug addicts, and frustrated young that feel compelled to these despicable acts.

    When you vote in November remember those so profound Libertarians, and Republican businessmen whom would vilify taxes used to educate these same young people whom fill our jails, prisons, hospitals. These same young people whom fill foster homes with desperate children of meth that tax our society at every level. They are lost, not because they are week, or deficient in some way, they have maliciously been maligned by a stupid callous need for tax relief from taxes those same Republicans benefited from to become wealthy to begin with.

    We as citizens have forsaken a generation to mediocrity or worse, and instead of looking inward for the benefit of our young, therefore our future, we would rather blame the symptoms, and continue to do that which fostered the disease.

    We are a nation, state, county, city, and neighborhood that needs it citizens to stand up and accept we have a community responsibility to protect, preserve, and prepare our next generation to carry us into a future worth living.

    Happy Thoughts;

    Dan Grady

  • DAN GRADY (unverified)
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    SAVE DEMOCRACY, AND VOTER FOR A DEMOCRAT!

    Whoops, forgot.

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    I am far less concerned with the root causes of such a violent act than insuring the perpetrator never gets a chance to repeat the offense, or anything close to it, again.

    Obviously the problem with this approach is that there are likely plenty more potential perpetrators out there where this one came from. If we don't try and understand root causes and get those people turned in a different direction then we have to sacrifice at least one more person for each of them in order to identify them and put them away for good. Are you volunteering yourself or one of your family members to be that sacrifice?

    If not, perhaps you should consider caring about identifying root causes as well as putting away perpetrators after they have offended.

  • ses (unverified)
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    Yay Doretta! It is a sad commentary that this sort of issue kills our empathy. Certainly I do not think the person who committed this crime should ever walk free in society again, but what was it that drove them to this horrendous act? We sit in our comfortable chairs in our comfortable offices and try to reason out what causes this kind of violence when in reality we don't have a clue. We need to work on solving the problems of poverty and homelessness in this country before we become controlled by knee jerk reactions such as the death penalty to these crimes. Poverty, hunger, homelessness, these are the biggest contributing factors to crime. They cross all racial barriers. It does not make any sense to me that in this country every citizen doesn't have a stable home, food in their belly, and access to health care. I am not talking fancy, just basic. Call me a socialist, but what are my taxes going to anyway? Our society is reminding me more and more of the movie "Running Man" which was a cheezy vehicle for Arnie, but was also prophetic in the way it portrayed the haves and the have nots. We get all information from communication technology and don't go out into our communities and get a dose of reality. This murder is a terrible tragedy and a very sad comment on where our society as a whole is headed.

  • Jonathan (unverified)
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    If the root question/issue raised in this post is not "let's give more attention to murders," but is instead "shouldn't our society be concerned about why people murder," then I agree that it poses an interesting and broad sociological question. Why do our peer countries have murder rates that are so much lower than our own (even Canada, which has more guns)? It's obviously multi-faceted. There are mentally ill people. There are gang members. There are desperate people with no hope, and murder is no worse than suicide. There are drug addicts.

    If that's the question, then yes, I would like those in relevant agencies of government to be answering the broad question. But I still think it's harmful for this to be a question that intersects with politics. When focus on crime intersects with politics, we get Measure 11, we get "tough on crime" slogans that drive up the costs of running our criminal justice system and do little in the way of prevention.

    From a BlueOregon perspective, then, I would like people to daily think about why people murder, and what can/should be done to stop it; but I'm not interested in foisting the question on politicians, or to otherwise make it a political issue.

  • Andi (unverified)
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    <h2>Nice entry. Although, quite sad in a way. Still it has a perfect crime touch to it. Like a revealing murderer hiden as a regular. Great!</h2>

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